Twisted hip, smile on lips.

[dv8dgrrl]

Friday evening was all about relaxation. Ran to the Chiro office directly after work for an adjustment and trigger point massage. Yum. Met an lj-less friend at the house for a fantastic evening of dinner at Longhorn and very intriguing and enlightening conversation. The more time I get to spend with this individual, the more I want learn about them. And THAT folks, feels really good. It is making me look even more forward to this coming weekend. More on that later.
Yesterday was all around glorious. Work sucked in such a hardcore way, I don't even know where to begin. But that didn't comprise my whole day, and I am extremely grateful.
After work, I went to chalice66's baby shower. I am just so happy for her and her hubby. Got to see lots of people I hadn't seen in a while and a few I was to see later. They received lots of nice things for the babies. I wish I could say it set my biological clock ticking away, but so far it hasn't. I think I have mentally numbed out to the idea of me ever having children of my own. Maybe someday. Or maybe someday I will be involved with someone who already has children. Honestly, I think I would like that.
Left the baby shower, with Tree & Lummie in tow. We all came back to the house so I could shower and we could get ready for the Decadence Party. My personal decadence started at the shower point. Super hot water and some wonderfully scented shower gel. I know...I am a freak, but it just felt so good. *the grin starts here*
Got to the party, just a touch late. Quite a few people were already there. Everyone looked so beautiful. Especially the birthday girl. I absolutely loved the dress she wore, and she wore it well. Such a Goddess.
The house was full of Gods and Goddesses. The energy in the house last night was very warm and inviting. Everyone, from what I could see, was in great spirits. Even the vibrations coming from everyone were decadent. Was the first party in I don't know how long that I felt that comfortable to just be and enjoy. No worries. No one pulling me in solidly one direction the whole night. I had wonderful conversation with just about everyone there. Had one in particular that I would like to continue at some point. I had the opportunity to mingle and enjoy everyone's company. At one point, I remember (very foggy images here people) going to the refridgerator and using the fisher price letters to make out "Clove Is Happy". Now, whether this was the ultimate Freudian slip, or someone else rearranged the letters...I am not real sure, but about an hour later I noticed it said instead, "Clove Is Horny". True, yes...but not quite where I was going with the original statement...LOL. Not to mention the fact that there is something slightly bent about fisher price letters spelling the word horny. But I was happy. Figured I would let everyone know. Aside from work, I have been truly happy all week. None of it forced. None of it pre-meditated. I have just been going back to my opportunist roots. If a doorway opened and I felt inclined to do so, I walked thru it. This is leading to some interesting pathways. I am just going about things with a different perspective. I am the root and all things foundation of anything that goes on in my life. It all begins and ends with me. No one else is responsible. And THAT feels really good. It is making my time with myself and with those around me much more enjoyable, richer and more fulfulling.
I got home sometime around 5am (time change taken into consideration). Took out the contacts, altho I am not sure what I did with them. Got undressed (wasn't much to that) and went to bed. I slept. I slept the sleep of a corpse. Somehow tho, in the midst of my slumber, I changed my body position on the bed. Instead of feet and head being longways on the bed, headboard to footboard....I wake up and I am sideways. Literally turned my body 90 degrees in my sleep. And in doing so, pinched one helluva nerve in my left hip. I couldn't move when I woke up. I have been mobile about an hour now and it is much better. But I am trying to figure out what the hell I was doing in my sleep that would've caused me to turn like that. Fantasizing, quite possibly. But it was so odd. Good thing I didn't have a partner in bed with me...probably would've knocked them silly. (no pun intended)
Today I have rehearsal. Looking forward to going thru that with my current energy being where it is. Hoping that it is a vast improvement.
And tonight...I shall sleep again. Smile on my face, joy in my heart and extremely raucous thoughts in my head.
My love to everyone and anyone who shared even the slightest bit of these experiences with me. I thank you for allowing me to share.

Comments

[faekitty.livejournal.com]

Wow, i'm just sooooo happy to see you feeling this bright. Glad you had fun at the party, sad we couldn't make it...maybe next time.

How do you like the juices so far?

[dv8dgrrl.livejournal.com]

I so missed you last night. We all so need another get together here at the house again soon. Once you are feeling better, we will knock the socks the last one. Hopefully, that will be soon. I wanna see you boogie. ;)

I do feel bright. Internal glow would be the words I think. I want to thank you, sir_alf, jescot and hidden_lies for always listening and being so supportive. You all were my rocks while I was going thru all the things in my head. Even when I felt my most alone, you were there. Thank you.
I will try to call you later today.
*hugs and love*

[dv8dgrrl.livejournal.com]

Oh...on the juice front... I love them!! I did get one I am not particularly fond of, but that is only because of one ingredient. I got a super green one that has cucumbers, spinach, celery, parsely, apples and ginger in it. All was yummers until I hit the ginger note. Mom overloaded me with ginger when I was younger and she was going thru a stri-fry phase. Now, I can't stomach the sensation of it or the taste. I think I will try the above combo on my own without using the ginger.
Going to be super addicted to the Sunrise Arden's Garden.
Yummmmm.

[hellbillywinter.livejournal.com]

Smooches! It was awesome to see you...sorry if I seemed distracted. Winter was tired and tipsy...

[dv8dgrrl.livejournal.com]

Hahaha. Yes, you were quite tipsy. My buzz had died about the time you came home. But I had tons of fun while it lasted. (and even after)
Hopefully we can fit some hang out time together in our schedules soon.
*smoochies*

Oh, thanks, honey!

[isarma.livejournal.com]

I'm glad your doing so well.

Re: Oh, thanks, honey!

[dv8dgrrl.livejournal.com]

Me too. And thank you for such a fun filled and totally decadent party! Loved to be able to celebrate with you.