I love Rob Brezsny

Free Will Astrology:

LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): I invoke Kwan Yin, Chinese goddess of compassion, and ask her to receive the cry of your heart. I pray to Agni, Hindu god of fire, that he might arouse and feed your most catalytic creativity. I summon Bast, Egyptian goddess of play, to show you how to deepen your commitment to life by having more fun. Finally, I offer a bribe to Lilith, Pagan trickster goddess, in the hope that she will steal one of your inhibitions and reveal to you the location of an erogenous zone you've neglected.

Artistic endeavors

I am almost amazed at myself these past few days. I have just had so many ideas in my head. Usually I have them, think of them in a passing manner, and head onto other things. Not this time. 6 new poems, some of them posted here, and a new painting I have all started. Finished a song I was working on lyrics for and all the poetry. I have the painting almost completed. I just don't get it. Maybe the 'timing' is just right.
Wish the timing would get right for other adventures.

I am going to have the house completely to myself this coming Saturday night. Have no idea what to do with myself... And I really need to do something! The guy I mentioned I met on the way home from Indiana stated he wanted to come down to have dinner and such. But to be truthful, he is not really who I want to be spending my time with right now. He is a nice fellow, and I would like to get to know him better...but there is honestly something missing there. I can tell it when I talk to him on the phone. No ignition...no spark. That is vital for me. Doesn't even have to be physical...there is such a thing to me as a mental spark. So, I told him no.
I would much rather spend time with someone who makes me feel safe in my own skin. In essence, be like myself. No pretenses, no promises of tomorrow... Just a fun in the moment, enjoy each other's company kind of scenario. Not having to think my thoughts through before expressing them. Or second guess a movement. Balanced fluidity.