Energetically synergized
Jan. 8th, 2004 11:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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isarma and hellbillywinter for the role they played in my:
Well, the past couple of days have been slightly more than interesting. After *another* long discussion Wed. night and sleep (yeah, I actually got sleep today), I have come to some personal conclusions.
1. I am no longer going to try to make something appear that isn't in existance.
2. I will no longer try to force another's hand in changing the way they are or how they do or handle things.
3. I will accept what I am given, both emotionally and otherwise, at face value.
4. In doing so, I will not try to read deeper or between the lines.
5. I will accept that I am in control of myself, not in control of others, nor are they in control of me.
6. I will be constistant with my approach to my personal wishes, regardless of whether anyone else is interested or not.
7. I will do what I want, when I want...and if anyone wants to accompany me; they are more than welcome. Otherwise, I go alone.
8. I will focus more on myself and my own personal well-being and not get caught up in other's emotional drama (read:trauma).
9. I will take back my Power and utilize it in the manner for which it is designed.
10. I will stop catering to those who pull me down.
In lighter news, I went to a Tai Chi class tonight that was just exhilarating. Not only did I come out of it feeling energetically freer and more open, but I actually found my entire body felt rejuvinated. What an awesome sensation! I must keep doing that. The class is only being offered on Sat. mornings right now, until there are more students who wish for an evening class in the week sometime. I spoke with the teacher about making private arrangements if necessary, so that I can continue on down this path. Both my spiritual and physical bodies are very happy right now.
isarma and hellbillywinter for the role they played in my:Well, the past couple of days have been slightly more than interesting. After *another* long discussion Wed. night and sleep (yeah, I actually got sleep today), I have come to some personal conclusions.
1. I am no longer going to try to make something appear that isn't in existance.
2. I will no longer try to force another's hand in changing the way they are or how they do or handle things.
3. I will accept what I am given, both emotionally and otherwise, at face value.
4. In doing so, I will not try to read deeper or between the lines.
5. I will accept that I am in control of myself, not in control of others, nor are they in control of me.
6. I will be constistant with my approach to my personal wishes, regardless of whether anyone else is interested or not.
7. I will do what I want, when I want...and if anyone wants to accompany me; they are more than welcome. Otherwise, I go alone.
8. I will focus more on myself and my own personal well-being and not get caught up in other's emotional drama (read:trauma).
9. I will take back my Power and utilize it in the manner for which it is designed.
10. I will stop catering to those who pull me down.
In lighter news, I went to a Tai Chi class tonight that was just exhilarating. Not only did I come out of it feeling energetically freer and more open, but I actually found my entire body felt rejuvinated. What an awesome sensation! I must keep doing that. The class is only being offered on Sat. mornings right now, until there are more students who wish for an evening class in the week sometime. I spoke with the teacher about making private arrangements if necessary, so that I can continue on down this path. Both my spiritual and physical bodies are very happy right now.
